I am

the most stupidest person in this whole entire world.

The Stupidest Thing Ever,

Is probably falling in like with someone. Most dumbest, stupidest, ridiculous, worthless things ever. They're a waste of time and a whole portion of your thoughts. It annoys me to the maximum level of annoyance.
You know who the stupidest people are?
People who fall in like with someone. They jiral so much with themselves. You know, it's not even really falling in like with the person, it's falling in like with the form of it all. Just imagining, thinking of, dreaming of being with that one person; it's all just jiral. You know that one quote? "Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
Yeah, you know why? It's because, while the person is missing in action in your life for a while, you're spending your time jiraling on what it "once was." You start looking back into your memories, and you over think everything. You find everything so much more significant. You know?
Not even that, on the next encounter with that significant person, every single move the person will do; the stupid idiot tends to over-exaggerate it. So. Effing. Much.
For example,
that one significant person the idiots fallen for smiles at you. For like one freaking second. The person smiles for a second and turns away, but to the idiot, it's whole different story. To the idiot, the person smiled for a whole minute, with eye contact, and maybe a little nervous chuckle, and a hint of a cute blush, looking away shyly. (Omg, I'm going to puke.)
Example Two,
that significant person says, "I was thinking about calling you[/i.ming you/going over/whatever.] but I couldn't." What the significant someone is actually not saying anything with any significance. It's a mere saying on how the person needed to talk about something or whatever. Buttttttttttt, the stupid idiot takes it to a whole new level exaggerating all the words, tones, expressions this person used. The idiot begins to think that maybe this person is somewhat "interested."
Haaaaaa, but guess what?
Hell no. Get over it, darlings, it doesn't have any significance. It's just a normal conversation, a small greeting, a friendly smile.
Stupid idiot people need to quit being official retards and over thinking everything and need to get over themselves. It's nothing special, it's not real.
The person falling in like is the stupidest person ever. They should all just drop dead and get over their lame selves.

So in short,
Don't fall in like with someone.
Unless maybe, you're 100%, fully, exactly sure something good is going to come out of your series of stupidness.
But, that's a maybe. And I doubt there's ever a time that'll happen.



Kinda long, but;
Emma's post on Nostalgic Afternoons, is reeeeally really good.
And practically the definition of me these days.
I'm always wanting to back into winter break, 2008, and whatever. I just can't seem to let go. I hate goodbyes and I had letting things go, no matter how bad the situation. Gah, I seriously wish I could go back though.
"I've been driving on this road too long, trying to find my way back home, but the old me is dead and gone"
That is so sad. WHY CAN'T WE JUST HAVE TIME MACHINES.

I am

utterly annoyed.

But when am I not? Blah, but today, I'm in a different, weird kinda frustrated annoyed.

I wish I could go back to winter break, I miss it so so so so so so much.
You know, before winter break,
I used to actually kinda look forward to school, not a lot, KINDA.
But, these days,
I hate school to death, maybe I won't go tomorrow.
I'm one episode late on Ggotboda Namja anyways.

Fuuuuuuuuuuu(k school.