난...아직도 너만 생각해.

Stop & Listen.

"When a person is gone, should you miss him or remember him?
If you miss him, do you look back at old pictures and cry?
If you remember him, do you think of the tone of his voice, his laughter?
Do you think back to the conversations between you and him?

Conversations between Us?"

Someone once told me, "First impressions are everything. Conversations are the rest."
Conversations. Conversations are such an essential need in our daily lives. In mine, at the least. Conversations. I've had so many different conversations with so many different types of peoples. Some leaving a much bigger impact than the rest. I've had certain conversations that made me laugh so hard my stomach would hurt, I've had those that made me cry, I've had the conversations that would keep me on my toes, I've had conversations that would excite me, make my heart jump.
It's ridiculous how much a conversation can do to you. How much conversations between you and another can do to you. How much conversations between you and another can mean to you. How much meaning, depth there was in conversations between you and another.
Conversations between us; those conversations that ended too soon, that began just so they could end.

Sometimes, I can't even express how much I hate myself. Whatever, it doesn't matter though.
WTTU; My beloved is FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY being updated tomorrow. Possibly back to spazz tomorrow...

"What if..."

When will I ever learn to stop.
When will it ever stop.
When will I learn for myself.
When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When, When.


typical. always.

Tidbit facts

Momo (: She's actually quite calm, at least when I first brought her home. I think I make her quite feisty. She's a fighter, a soldier, an independent strong kitten! Haha, she snuggles and insists on sleeping right next to my face. She gets mad when she finds me interested in other things except for her and likes to cuddle with me. It annoys me. She only drinks milk when it's already old enough for food. What a brat.
The girl on the right is EXTREMELY gorgeous, I think the prettiest in this world. Other than Afterschool & Son Dambi & JUNG RYUWON. seeeeeokyo, anyone?

Just a little tidbit to know,
I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT. I HATE THE HEAT.
I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE SUMMER HEAT, I'm going to die.

Belva Davis once said, "Don't be afraid from the space between your dreams and reality. If you can dream it, you can make it so."
Then, a man named John Heywood once said, "A hard beginning maketh a good ending."
You know, I always seem to get my dreams and reality all mixed up. And every time reality hits, it's worse than it should be. But that's alright, because the dreams are ten times better.
I don't know, my thoughts are all jumbled up these days. Not much to say, think, write, do about.
I think I might move. I think it'd be best, kind of like a new chapter?
But I don't know, but I still do feel bad. I shouldn't, but I feel sort of sorry things end up how they are. But hey, it doesn't really matter. Whatever happens, happens.
I think I'm more like a boy than a girl. Emotionally, I mean. >:o