There are three things that are probably the most hardest things a person can go through.

One,
when you have to lie that you're okay when it's not. You've got to put up a front when everything's the opposite of okay. You tell everyone that you really don't care and you laugh it off. You laugh when you shouldn't be so that everyone would believe your lie.
Two,
when you have to hold back tears. You just can not cry in front of everyone. You have to keep rolling your eyes up to hold back tears. Even if you're eyes start to water, you have to quickly make them go away. When you're throat is burning to cry out, you have to swallow hard and force tears to go away.
Three,
when you start lying to yourself. You try to trick your mind thinking everything's okay and everything's going to be fine. But you tell yourself that everyday. It's not going to be okay, and you know it, but you've gotta tell yourself over & over again.

But you know what's even worse? When you've got to go through them all in one day. Not even all in one day, but all day. You've got no time to try thinking things out, and you've got to constantly act happy.

Now, I'm just saying. Don't call me emo.