I have found myself in yet another predicament.
For the past two days, all people have been talking about is college and future plans. Just freaking awesome. So, for two days I have been hearing people talk about how excited they were about the college life, dorms, the campus, everything. And as I was listening, I just wanted to begin to bawl, right then and there.
As immature, cliche, and annoying it is of me to say this: it just wasn't fair.
No matter how much I'm dying to get out of high school and wish time would just fly pass me to June 18, I want time to freeze and rewind at the same time. I want to change so much and wish I would have done things differently.
In two months time, sure, I'd be out of high school. Sure, I'll finally be in Korea, doing things I've been planning for years.
But after Korea, after the summer, where will I end up?
A community college.
There is noway in hell am I getting out in two years.
What I'm going to do with my life? I have no fucking clue.
