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more & more jiral.

I reeeeeeeally hate living the same day twice. Well, not exactly living the same day twice, like rewinding back or whatever, but I don't like routines. Always doing the same things, except maybe once in a while a new adventure comes up. I extremely hate it. And not even that, I'm worried about my future plans. o_o; I honestly don't want to wake up every morning having to go to the office and coming home to cook for the little demon children. :T
Haha, I would absolutely die.
The society has gone a bit...weird.
Right when were born we get sent to school for over like... 17 years, and then when you think elementary, middle school, oh & most of all HIGHSCHOOL !!! then you get sent to college, and then you work the rest of your life. :( How sad.

All I know for sure is I do NOT want to do some boring job for the rest of my life.
But I also don't want to go for any competitive job, since I'm the biggest sore loser T_T;
Haha, I'm such a loser.


So, as of now, I have absolutely, no idea, no clue, not even one tiny glimpse of what my life is going to be like in the mere future. It's just pure darkness, a tangled up mess!
Even if I have a dream, they are absolutely impossible, ridiculous, and childish. I should learn to grow up.

Oh what the hell, what can I do?



Have a good thanksgiving everybody!