20100620

Clouds in our heads, dreams in our skies.


I'm an owl!
These past couple of days have completely killed my sleeping schedule. But I gotta say, fun-filled, eventful days.
These past couple of weeks have completely changed my views on high school, people, and simply my childhood.
Lots of fun and I'll definitely miss these moments and who I've spent them with. And I'll never forget.



I wish I could blog photos, but too bad I took it old school and took pictures with a disposable camera. Gotta love those cameras!
Korea vs. Argentina was crap.
Bullshit. Argentina played dirty and were just... plain ugly. Haha, whatever. The only good thing about Argentina is their hot sauce. But, hell, I could do without hot sauce because there's always Siracha Sauce and Korea's bomb-ass Ssamjang. Let's just get rid of Argentina. Haha. Whatever, I'm over it. Korea vs. Nigeria? We'll win, no big deal.
Went to school right after grabbing Starbucks on the way. I was a nut-case running around and hyped up from the caffeine. But ended up falling asleep during the Physiology final. Yeah, I don't care. Took my Stats final afterwards and guessed on pretty much every answer. I still don't care. Took one half-successful picture. If anyone knows what I'm talking about.
Grad Night.
Good night. I gotta say, it was a lot better than I expected. Ran around trying to find people and ride as many rides as possible. Running around on pure caffeine. Wasn't too bad considering the fact that none of us have slept in two days. It was a fun filled adventure with a lot of laughs. Grad Night was most definitely bittersweet. Knowing this was our last night together, as a whole, everyone seemed so compatible. Everyone simply jelled together and I have to say, nobody did it better and nobody ever will. The class of 2010 was no doubt, the most unique class ever. Well, maybe only CV's class of 2010. I will definitely miss every single person in my senior class; even the ones I've hated on all year. If anything, I wish I had enjoyed high school a little bit more. I should have lived in the moments rather than looked too much upon the future. I will miss high school, probably more than anything.
Graduation.
One word: Speed. Graduation happened too fast in too short of time. Sitting in the sun for two hours felt like twenty minutes. My name being called; hell, I didn't even hear it. Taking pictures with everyone, too fast to make actual conversation and wish them a heartfelt good luck. All I can say about graduation was that it was chaotic and hectic trying to find everybody at once. I was actually planning on crying but it was too fast paced for me. It definitely didn't feel like we were graduating and if any of it was even real. Once again, I love my senior class. And one thing good that I got out of graduation day was that one picture I got to take. ;) Haha, my old school disposable camera never fails me.
Post-Graduation.
After graduation wasn't as heartfelt as I hoped. In all honesty, I almost cried from disappointment and I've got to say, I've never been that disappointed in my dad. But haha, whatever. Middle-child, right?
Got over it after I threw a cussing fit and ate dinner in Koreatown with the momma, brother, halmi, cousins, and momma's two best friends. The other two women who have watched me grow into who I am today. Got a little buzzed off the Soju one of my mom's friend let me drink.
Came back home to go another night without sleeping. Decided to play with the few friends I've been able to get closer with near the end of Senior year. Drove around for about an hour finding a place to relax, decided to choose a lesser-shady parking lot and we simply relaxed and kicked it until around 6am. (I know, I hate when other's talk in wanna-be ways; but I don't know how else to explain it! I'm sorry!)
Woke up at 4PM because my cousin and brother asked if I wanted Chipotle. Obviously, I'd wake up for it. Rotted until 9PM and decided to get froyo with Emma.
Toy Story 3.
But of course, spontaneity got the best of us and changed our plans. Decided to watch Toy Story 3 with a few good friends. The third and probably last movie of my childhood.
Yeah, I cried.
Bought 12AM tickets and let me just tell you, Toy Story 3 was most definitely not meant for the little kids. But for those who grew up with Disney-Pixar movies. Toy Story, Lion King, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Monster's Inc.
Toy Story 3 was actually what helped me learn that I was no longer a child. Thoughts that I've actually graduated and how I'm no longer a child hit me. Coming out on June 18, 2010; my graduation day. Andy going off to college; everyone going their own ways. Woody and the gang defining friendship; my very few best's doing their thing.
Toy Story was my childhood and it just made me realize how much I've grown and how fast time has gone.
I just wish I hadn't grown up so fast and tried so hard to fit in.
I miss everything. Haha, Toy Story 3; I love you.

A lot more eventful days to come and a lot more blogs about them to come. Yay or nay?
Nay, for sure. Haha.
Beach tomorrow night. Smores, food, drinks, and a good laugh with a couple of good friends.
Summer is going and going to be grrrrreeeeeeeat. I can just feel it.
And 8:23AM, good night or, er, good morning!