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2AM in Cali


On repeat for the last three days.

Where did all the summer-loving go?
Officially starting college tomorrow, wait, technically today. I can't say I'm dreading it but I can't say I'll be enjoying it.
It's funny how many times in life you will be climbing up to the top, and life will place you back onto the bottom. Hello freshmen year.
Change is coming at me so fast. I can't bear myself to keep up with it.
Why is it that when we're young, all we want to be is older? Why is it that when we think it's the end of the world, it is only the beginning?
As everyone is preparing to start a new life and write a new chapter unto their lives, I'm here standing watching all this change unwind.
But I just want everyone to know, I'm ready to take on this new challenge. Whether I like it or not, I'm ready.
I'm ready to take on college, I'm ready to accept the change to come, and I'm ready for any negative feelings I'm bound to feel.
And to my friends I have spent with throughout the most wonderful summer, I will see you soon rather than later, because sooner is better. And good-bye's are not part of our vocabulary. I will see you all on Friday night and will be ready to say my see-you-soon's.
I've got my pen in hand and I'm ready to write the next chapter of my life.
College? Bring it on.