20120601
Suddenly Summer
Happy June.
It surely has been a while since my last update, and I don't know if you know, but I'm back. I've been back in sunny Southern California for a little over a month and I can't decide whether much has happened or not.
Nonetheless, I've been nothing but blank for the past two weeks. In utter nothingness with no sense of happiness and, most importantly, no sense of sadness. And I think I'm okay with that.
Sometimes I think back to much "simpler" times- times when I would rarely be out and about, times where I would find comfort in the white walls of my room, confided by book bindings and sentimental thoughts. The more I look back unto myself, the better I always seem to have been. This makes me sad.
I also seem to find myself thinking back unto Korea and questioning whether I had actually spent my time there or not. Whether Korea had been a dream or not- I can't remember what is what lately and I seem to be living in a haze.
Either way, I've learned to accept that times have changed, people have changed, and I have, most of all, have changed the most.
To be honest, my life is currently in lost tracks and unable to be found. I'm not in any rush to find it, though. As I said, blank.
I don't really have much to say. I just thought that an update was much delayed.
Wherever I have gone, I hope to be back soon?




