"Walking in the rain, pocket full of change,
about to get a bottle for the pain, to wash it all away, I'll try,
if only I could stay this high, I wouldn't be concerned whether I live or die.
Soaking in the rain, hoping for a change.
But for now I'm rolling up a J, to smoke it all away, and flyyyyy,
if I could only stay this high, I wouldn't be concerned with whether I live or die."
A little summer rain here and there.
With a little bit of thunder and lightening storms every once in a while.
I love every single kind of rain. Sprinkles, drizzles, during the winter, during the summer, on a random day. The rain makes me happy and sad all at the same time and I don't know why. But I love every emotion in it. And, one day, I will definitely move myself and Momo to Seattle and enjoy every moment of the rain.
But this wasn't the real reason to why I decided to blog today. My apology for the random babble about rain for I have not slept in over twenty eight hours and my brain is half fried and half baked. And I must apologize beforehand for this post might not even be relevant but in my fried mind, makes perfect sense. So, as I sit squinting and blinking constantly with my blood shot eyes due to an unknown infection on, I will carry on. And I think I will stop blogging like this and blog about my day.
Lately, I've been stressing. Mainly about college and if I'd be able to register in time for all the credible classes. However today, felt different. I don't know what it was about today but today was stress free and what I'd like to call a summer loving, summer night. My brain half fried, half baked seemed to function a lot more hyperactive and upbeat due to my insomnia. To keep the day short at the end of the day, Emma and the boys all agreed to go to the Grove at 9PM. With not much to shop for and a belly full of gogi; treated out by Kenny, we all decided to go play at Pan Pacific Park right across from the Grove. Trying to steal the swings from all the babies and failing, we all decided to play Hide-and-Seek.
9PM with 78degree weather, the night was perfect.
The game felt so exhilarating and I felt like a kid again. Screaming my head off from being caught, sweating like a pig trying to tag someone, finding unique hiding spots. I forgot all about my problems and all I was thinking about was not getting found.
And let me ask you, why did we always insist on wanting to be older?
It's been less than four hours and I just want to go back to the park and lay on the slide cooling off from all that running.
I already miss high school but I'm too much in love with summer to trade back.
Yeah, I guess you figured I'm not doing the thirty day challenge today. :)
And I must get too sleep because my mind has seriously sh-sh-sh-sh-uh-uh-uh-uh-utda-da-da-awn.
