So it's currently 4:03AM and I am horking down a box of cookies while watching 500 Days of Summer. Except for the fact I must wait a few more minutes for it to load. I can't say I'm enjoying the movie. It's too lovey-dovey for my taste and I'm not enjoying all those kiss scenes. My innocent eyes are being tainted with these love scenes. And I think I'll stop writing about it because I'm about to puke. Let me just say, I'm only watching this cheesy, chick-flick because after watching Inception, Joseph Gordon-Levitt was extremely charismatic, I found he was the main character for this girly movie. Joy.
Well anyway, I came across something interesting and I couldn't pass it up. I found two things actually:
"There will always be
a 'lie' in believe,
an 'over' in lover,
an 'end' in friends,
and an 'if' in life."
This made me sad to no end. The one that stuck with me the most was the end in friends. This summer made me realize how much I am in love with my friends and reading it made my heart drop a trillion feet. Everyone will be separating in two months and some in weeks, and I don't think I have the heart to let this summer and it's people go. All this summer will leave me are memories and them taunting me of how powerless they are.
I think I like my friends too much. And a lot more than they like me.
This is my second "interesting" topic that I couldn't pass up.
How inspiring is this project? To see life through different perspectives and to be able to experience it just amazes me. Technology is amazing and how people are using it is inspirational. I just can't get over this project!
I don't know what it is about film that inspires me so much, but I've realized that the most inspiration anything can bring out of me are two things: music and film. And when music and film are put together, what do we get? A mind boggling, life changing experience. It sounds corny in so many levels, but whenever I come across a short with music to match, my mind completely melts into a wonderland.
Despite all the stress about college and friends moving on, I can't say I'm not excited for college. Junior college or not.
I'm completely lost. I have no idea what to do with my life and I don't even know if I'll be able to get all the classes I want.
But I'm excited, despite it all.
And I don't quite dread the idea of a community college anymore. I've decided to take a various amount of classes and broaden my views and take classes I've never thought of taking, take something interesting, take classes that will help me find not just a path, but my path.
Have you ever came across a blog where a girl, maybe a boy, is ranting on her life or attempting to write deep and analytical? You have no idea how much I hate reading them. They sound tacky and immature.
I think I blog like these days, and it annoys me to no end.
I want to blog like I did before. But I can't seem to find myself to.
Maybe I need to get my heart broken or put myself through an unending obstacle again.
Maybe I need to get my heart broken or put myself through an unending obstacle again.
Maybe my life is too easy.
