It hasn't really hit me yet that it's already 2011 and I don't think it really will. I've come to realize that a new year really is nothing special. Maybe it is, but I wouldn't know. My new year resolutions are always the same as any other year, month, week, and days. Always on my mind and always hoping for myself to actually achieve them. Well, it doesn't mean that I haven't set some resolutions for this year.What I'm definitely hoping for is a much better year than 2009 and 2010. But I'm not so sure if it would happen because I'm hoping to truly consume myself in school and getting myself out of here and GCC. But with it all, I'm really hoping for a better year. At least, a good year for me to set my life on track and finding my path in life. I don't even mean by having a year fill with adventures and pure fun, I just hope I'll lead my life a lot better than I have before. I guess I hope for 2011 to be a year filled with change from myself.
I'd revert back into 2009 and 2010, but why should I dwell on the past? Let's just say, 2009 was stressful. Too many mind-boggling, regretful controversies. 2010 was simply, boring and a fail of a year. Sure, it had it's few adventurous, unforgettable memories, but , I'm sure it could have been better. Yes, they were all brought upon myself, but I don't mind at all! Because at those moments, they were exactly what I wanted. I don't need to waste my thoughts on the past and I'm really ready to forget everything and start anew.
So 2011? Let's do it. Let's really do it, this year. I don't expect much from you and I don't expect everything to fall into place. I just expect myself to truly try this year and to change myself for the better and for the person I've always wanted to be.
