20110427

Pretty Things

This is completely and utterly irrelevant to my life:
First things first, once you begin to over think; Game over.
Everything is mind over matter, if you mind then it matters; You lose.
The beauty in this is not what you feel, it's what you do.
The whole point in this is to see not who wins, but who loses.
There is no such thing as a tie, you win or lose, you chose these rules.

Anyway, back to my life:
I'm really keen on this certain chase but I'm not really too sure. I know I'm really nit-picky with these kind of things so I'm sure nothing really will come out from this but it was just a thought. I realized I'm a really skeptical and timid person when it comes to these kind of things and almost always, from the beginning, I am at a lower end. Just that in the end of it all, there's not really any point.
But as of right now, this is what I want. I just don't really know where to start.
How can I be so jaded? How can everything in this world be so jaded?